... the one in my profile photo.

i am truly gutted.

it was taken off me in a bar and thrown into a heavy crowd by a complete stranger.

now its gone.

its been just another thing to happen in an increasingly expanding number of fucking shitty events to happen lately.

the profile photo was done symbolically as i feel pretty invisible, more so without the hat.

with it now well and truly gone i'm feeling pretty shit.

i'm hoping tomorrow (or today, actually) 25th Oct. 2009 will pick up as i'm doing the 4th shoot in as many years for Rainbow Rooms, hopefully that will go well.

unfortunately i cant seem to get into a positive frame of mind about it.

i'll stop waffling.